It was a hard night. They wheeled you into the elevator at 8:22pm. Pam (your nurse) asked if I wanted to say goodbye to you. I did not want to say goodbye.. Later maybe but not goodbye.
Steph waited with me and before 2am Doc Shames came out with a big smile on his face. Surgery was a success! I didn't get to see you til 5am. It has been torture. I am looking forward to you waking up.
Sadly, it was later explained that they would not wake you up just yet. They didn't want to rush you off the ventilator. I totally understand however, I miss your voice, your expressions and your touch.